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31 March 2010

1, 2, 3, 4.. ON HIGH!

LOLLIPOPS <3
 i want these!
i want all the lollipops in the world, just so i could give them to you.
especially cola ;D
hahaha ~
wouldn't this be heaven?

LONG WALKS <3
walking to the park.
walking to the shops TO BUY LOLLIPOPS :D
walking side by side, holding hands (:
i love walks.
don't you?

MUSIC <3
music music makes my world go round and round.
music makes me happy and sad.
music's just awesome (:
don't you agree?

&& LOVE <3
i love my family
i love my friends
i love you.. you know who you are.. my dear stranger.
who do you love?!

♥Little S
ahh, i'm such a retard ~
right.
i would go on about food
but i'll leave it at that :P

24 March 2010

with you

I keep thinking of how much I love talking to you. How good you look when you smile. How much I love your laugh. I daydream about you off and on, replaying pieces of our conversations; laughing at funny things you said or did. I’ve memorized your face and the way that you look at mine. I catch myself smiling again at what I imagine. I wonder what will happen the next time we are together and even though neither of us know what the future holds, I know one thing for sure; you’re the best thing that has ever happened to me.
♥Little S

it's funny how a quote knows just exactly how you feel.

23 March 2010

request; the other side


My life is a big empty box,
just like my empty shell of a body that i walk around in everyday of my life.

I walk the streets as if I'm a ghost,
a breeze of air that comes and goes 
and nobody notices or sees me for who I really am,
not even you,
the one i can't live without.

I see you everyday and i think about you 24/7,
yet when you look at me, you're just looking at an empty space of nothingness.
I'd say it breaks my heart,
but theres nothing to break because i have nothing.

Even if you can't feel the same about me, I just want you to know that you are everything to me.
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not written by me. it's just a request. credit goes to kvn. :D

♥Little S

20 March 2010

Open up!



"girl..
open up to me, you can have all my love
just open up to me and if you'll promise me
you'll open up and learn how to trust again
i can do so much more than him
open up and let me in"


Remember, you showed me this song.
I don't know why, but your presence in my life is
different to anyone else. I think it's because we've been through those highs and lows in the past (and the present too). You're like a best guy friend who knows how to put a smile on my face when no-one else could (at the time).
Honestly, I missed our friendship, and your ability to make me forget my troubles and simply just be happy.


If you happen to read this, just know that our friendship means a lot to me, and I must say thank-you. I know some may simply disagree, but it truly means a lot to me to still have you as my friend and by my side.
IOU yeah?

♥ Little J

15 March 2010

i believe..

So crazy in this love we call love. and now that we got it. we just can't give up. I'm reaching out for ya. Got me out here in the water and I
I'm overboard. And I need your love. Pull me up. I can't swim on my own  It's too much. Feels like I'm drowning without your love. So throw yourself out to me
My life saver
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I really can't find the words anymore.
I found that song. It's how i feel.. and how i would feel.. if you were gone..
Everything i write, seems pointless. With no right meaning.
I'll try to come up with words on how i feel. i guess you could say there's a whole load of meaning to the following..
I feel lost.. No, not anymore... you're here..

I'm not like any other girl you've met.
I'm not the type who throws love around.
I'm not the type to scream and shout
BUT
I am the type who listens and understands.
The one who will always be there for you.
The one who won't break your heart.
cause i'm nothing like them. i'm different (:

I love you.
We're together forever. I know i can show you that..
i..i will.. just watch me.
So what will I do? Cause I still love you.
You're the only one who can save me..

♥Little S

14 March 2010

One way ticket.

The concept of being able to express oneself through writing on a blog is only adequate to myself. Adequate due to the fact that I have yet to be truly satisfied with my ways of writing and blogging of posts. Though, this blog spot is like a one way ticket to the mind of yours truly, Little J.


I know I haven't written a blog in ages. I guess my mind has been highly preoccupied with other things. The many thoughts that run through my own mind has been a roller-coaster ride. With the spare time in the palm of my hands, I honestly think of anything and everything from choosing what to wear (haha aren't I such a girl!) to the more deep and meaningful elements in one's life.

Those tough decisions I had to make. Forceful in a way - just to see what I really wanted. "To go with my head, or my heart?" Those kind of questions that one may ask themselves.

"Another sleepless night. Is it you? Or was it me? Little things you do or say keep running through my mind. I do not want to think about it, but it is as if my mind is not mine anymore."

I really don't know what to think, feel or be anymore.
Though, I'm lost. Lost in my own little world of compelling thoughts.

♥ Little J

13 March 2010

hugs!

You know what doesn't matter?
What they say.
It won't come between us.
I know.
They may not believe it..
So what?
i AM in love with you
and they can't stop that.
Can i have my millions of hugs right now? (:
i love you..

♥Little S

12 March 2010

Innocent?

Read this! Let's see what you thought ;)

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A first-grade teacher, Ms Neelam (Age 28) was having trouble with one of her students

The teacher asked, "Boy what is your problem?"

Boy answered, "I'm too smart for the first-grade. My sister is in the third-grade and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in the third-grade too!"

Ms Neelam had enough. She took Boy to the Principal's office. The principal told Ms Neelam he would give the boy a test and if he failed to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the first-grade and behave. She agreed.

Boy was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he agreed to take the test:

Principal: "What is 3x3?"

Boy: "9"

Principal: "What is 6x6?"

Boy: "36"

And so it went with every question the principal thought a third-grade should know. The principal looks at Ms Neelam and tells her, "I think the boy can go to the third-grade."

Ms Neelam says to the principal, "I have some of my own questions. Can I ask him?" The principal and Boy both agree.

Keep reading. This is where it gets interesting ;)

02 March 2010

Individuality

the qualities that distinguish one person or thing from another; identity

individualism
Belief in the primary importance of the individual and in the virtues of self-reliance and personal independence


 "You just have to do your own thing, no matter what anyone says. It's your life"

We all have a right of being an individual, right?
Definitely.
Does someone have the right to control your life?
Of course No way.