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31 January 2010

Those are my lyrics.

Music makes my world go around;
I find that music is a great way to express ones emotions of happiness, anger or even sadness. Wherever we go, music is around us - the radio, your ipod/mp3/phone or street performers.
I
wish I was able to play an instrument to simply play and write songs that mean something to me.

Do you ever listen to a song and say "This is how I f
eel" or "I can relate to those lyrics"?
Those kind of songs, you feel connected to.
Some lyrics make you ever so happy and chilled, and some make you just want to lash out and cry. What ever reason, there is ONE song that you can relate to.

"Thinking back on how you changed me,
Every time you tried to put me down.
Even though you really hurt me,
Underneath, myself is what I found."



"For all the tears I cried,
For all the sacrifice,
For all the drama,
'cause in the end it made me stronger."

So every time you listen to that song, you'll be reminded of something in your life.
(I finally blogged, haha)

♥ Little J

30 January 2010

One too many times.

I begin to wonder about whether so many chances are worth giving.
second chances... "trick me once, shame on you, trick me twice, shame on me." (hehehee shhh :P i defs didn't steal that off you) right..?
and..why do people have to make it so difficult!?


Are they only worth giving in certain situations? Sometimes it may be something small, which you can get over. The situations are probably just plain silly..and it's something you wouldn't want to lose a loved one over. However, other times.. it hurts or really affects you in different ways, which makes it harder to accept. Ahh.. the things that happen.. ><
"depends on wat they did though. if its like taking my cookie twice. then bleh, take another one";;anthony

Does it change your choice every time it's a different person? So if the person was well liked, would they be forgiven at ease? If so, what about a person who isn't really liked by many? >< Which brings in whether we treat everybody equally. I think everyone should be treated equally but that's just my opinion..

one, two, three ...one hundred and thirty six
There's only so many times you can take it, right? If they keep on repeating all their mistakes, wouldn't you eventually give up on them? I think i would start to question my friendship with them. Whether it's worth all the trouble that comes. I'm the type who gives in quite easily. I don't want to lose friends over mistakes. I know that sometimes they're not worth the trouble any longer.Yet, i still hold on.
"as much as you limit yourself to how many chances, you just can't always make that happen. sometimes you give in.";;colleena.


Anyways.. I'm done talking for now..

♥Little S

28 January 2010

I'm officially missing you..

Oh baby tell me why’d you have to go
Cause this pain I feel
It won't go away

And today I’m officially missing you


Isn't there always someone to be missed? That could be your family, friends, significant other, pets (DINOSAUR), toy.. just about anything.

Don't you sometimes hate the feelings you get from missing someone so much and not being able to hear from them? Or see them..?

Okay, so i really cant find the words to say what i want to. So much is running through my mind. Especially this feeling. I want it to stop..

--
To my baby..
School is coming back and i'm scared of what the future brings for us. I guess we'll just have to wait and see what happens. I hope that when times get tough, we'll get through them and come out stronger than before. Sometimes i just want to cry but i wont. I'll smile for you. And in return i need you to smile for me too. I don't want you to be sad. I want you to be happy. Even though I'm not with you this very second, I'll be thinking of you. And you know, all that matters is that we're there for each other. We care. We love each other. We may not always get to see each other, but I'll always treasure the moments spent with you...


♥Little S

p.s. i love you..

24 January 2010

Cause babe, you deserve so much more..

This is for you, mummy (a friend, that is)

First of all, you are one of the bestest friend's i have ever had. You've been there for me through all the ups and downs, and i want you to know that i appreciate it and i thank you. Life doesn't always go as plans and no one ever said relationships would be easy. You've helped me and now, i want to do the same. (:

I don't really understand the things you do for love but i'm with you every step you take.
I know you deserve so much better than what he's giving you. He brings you down all the time, yet you still cling so tightly onto him. I know you've said that you wont find any better guy than him, but you will. I can't promise that you will, but you are a AMAZING beautiful girl. And anyone would be lucky to have you. Don't deny it! You're funny, caring, sweet, helpful, fun and just everything which makes a great personality. And you look so cute and pretty! Everything about you is just beautiful ~
He doesn't realise what he's losing here. And if he wants to push you away, let him! Then you can show him what he's missing out on! Don't let him take you down, don't let him ruin your life. Show him that you're a strong girl and you don't need him in his life!

I know people say, 'there's plenty of fish in the sea', but i also know that you want THAT one. I'm not telling you to go find another guy, but try to move on because... he hurts you so much.. and i can't stand seeing you like this. I tell you the let go but i know that it's not as easy as it sounds. But, you'll always have your friends and family supporting you throughout it all.

you can cry it out, scream it out, whatever helps you (safely, of course) and i just want you to know that i'll always be there for you. When you need a shoulder to cry on, I'LL FLY TO SYDNEY :D. When you need to call someone, i'll be there to pick up. And when you need a friend, you can count on me !

i love you mummy.

♥Little S

23 January 2010

These three words...

one, four, three.. tell you what you mean to me

Three words...eight letters...one meaning;



A word

..a word which has been used numerous of times, known by almost every single living human. It may be just eight letters, but it has one strong meaning to it.

That very word is;

You may be that very person who's on the receiving end, or the one who is saying it. Now, just stop and think about it. When was the last time you said or heard that word? Was it just yesterday, or perhaps further back in time? Whenever it was said or heard, did it mean a thing? --that's besides the point. It is just overrated.

It can make you feel like the luckiest person alive to be loved. Surely, a feeling people crave for. There are good points to it, but is also capable of hurting someone. You are horrible if you are giving them false hope by saying those words and not meaning it. The words mean a lot to people who are in love. Don't abuse your rights of using it by over using it or saying it without feeling a thing.

You may have realised when i talk about the words, I love you, that I'm not talking about the ones where you say it to your friends and family. That is a whole different thing, with a whole new meaning to the word. No, I'm talking about when you use the words to someone like your girlfriend or boyfriend. Possibly, someone who has a crush on you or YOUR crush.


So to everyone who reads this.. please, don't say 'I love you', unless you truly mean it.

♥Little S

16 January 2010

Can't find the words

----
And all I know is when we're together
No one can make me feel the way you do baby
I wish each moment can last forever
It's hard to explain the way I feel for you
(I just can't find the words)
You got me loosing myself
In what I'm trying to say
And it's so hard to fight it
Can't help but feelin this way
And every time that I'm near you it's like my heart gets weak.
Feels like I'm loosing my breath makin it hard to speak.
----
there's a pain in my heart and I can't stop it

♥Little S

15 January 2010

Blame It On the Pop!

Why hello there (: !

Not long ago, close to when the new year started, I was talking to my awesome friend Colleena and she gave me a link to a song from Youtube :D

Hehe. I think this song is simply AMAZING! 25 song mash up! (:
So, i thought i'd share it with you all!

~

I know you want pop, you want dance, you want rock and roll
You wanted boom boom? This year’s remix got symphonic soul
I got pop, I got dance, I got rockin’ electronic clu
b beats,
I got hip-hop music with the future flow


~

Enjoy ~


Stop stop stop feeling down, down, down
Can’t you see love, love, love?
Isn’t this easy feeling love, love love?
Down down down,
It’s like I’ve been awakened
Can’t you see every step I’m taking
Don’t be afraid
The risk that I’m taking
Can’t you see, I’ve had a little too much feeling down, down, down
Can’t you see every move I’m making
Every rule I had you breaking
Isn’t this easy feeling love, love, love
We’ll make it out of this mess.


♥Little S

13 January 2010

HELLO :D

So, I don't really know where to begin on this very blog. I guess I'm writing here now because my stupid friend, Anthony, gave me the motivation i needed! :D

So, It's now the year 2010! (YAY!) and I want to share with you my opinions and experiences of all different things! Seeing as it's a brand new year.. i will share with you my new years resolution! ..uhh it is... I DON'T HAVE ONE....shh. What's yours? (:

On another topic, school is in about 2 weeks or so and I am so not ready!! -cry- HELP ME!! YEAR 11 is gonna kill me. A bit dramatic there, but you know, as i get closer to year 12, school becomes sooo daunting >< sigh.


isn't my friend such a pro painter? :P

♥Little S