Brain dead.

Distractions - that's what I really need.
Please save me from the thoughts that preoccupy my mind.
Just guide me through this and it will be all okay.

If I lay here... if I just lay here... would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Maybe I should go on a walk tomorrow. Just somewhere away from this place for a little while, and let my mind be clear.
I feel so stressed inside. For no good reason. Argh.

♥ Little J

Where is my romeo?

So here I am, procrastinating as per usual. Nothing has changed. The words of your own; "Procrastinate and then do it. That way I'll love it more because I love it when you procrastinate."

I write here in thought of my "romeo". Don't know how that started? It's some love-hate thing. So like, where are you?
All I know is 283. One clue; that's all I've been given.

The first time we talked was either on msn or facebook. Introduced by a friend who attempted to set us up for your formal, and oh how she failed!
We finally met in December of last year. (It's just where I met all the cool Chandler College friends hehe) I thought it was awkward at first, because we'd been talking long before that, but never met face-to-face.
That was a great night, I reckon. The music, the scenery, the photos - everything was just fun, and one part was kind of embarrassing... (By the way, you still need to show me the photo you bought! It better be a damn good one of us!)

Well, you know "you're my lover Danny-o". You're an awesome friend, and definitely trying to corrupt my mind which is very evil. Thanks for the hilarious lunch that one time (but please never eat crab again) and for all the music you have shared with me. Also thank you for the funny and crazy conversations we have. Definitely the lovely spam text messages are worth filling in my inbox as well...NOT!
Oh I just thought, gosh, I'm actually still in Danny-debt...?
(Haha, you better like this post... or no more love from jackie-tte.)

[eww, fat arm >.<]
♥ Little J

sometimes..

I don't understand at all...

YOU DON'T FEEL THE GUILT?

you don't give the fk! on who you hurt?!

she never did anything to you.

so why?

just to prove it cause of a bet? 

that you're top shit?

i hope BOTH OF YOU who played her get what you deserve...

♥Little S

Tonight's gonna be a good night!

"Tonight's the night
Let's live it up
I've got my money
Let's spend it up
Go out and smash it
Like oh my god
Jump off that sofa
Let’s get get up"

So being 18 years old definitely has it's advantages. Though I've got to say that it still feels as if I'm underage, and probably will for a long time. I haven't exactly done much that requires of being of legal age, but I guess I do have much more freedom! Also that feeling of being considered an adult, so that people don't treat you as a kid anymore is highlighting. Just because I'm of legal age, does not mean I'm going to go wild and do absolutely crazy things, and start disobeying the parents. I can obviously still be the same girl, just with those "extra luxuries".

Well anyways, I actually can't wait to stay out tonight and just party it up~
(I just want a night of not worrying about anything, and being able to have fun! Oh, too bad that Danny can't see me turn red, hahaha!)
YEP, TONIGHT'S GONNA BE A GOOD, GOOD NIGHT!
(now I'll just go get ready)

♥ Little J

Sexy~

"I'm madly in love with you =P"
What can I say? It's obviously our sexyness that brings us together as friends. Haha!

So I vaguely remember the first time we were introduced. It was fairly awkward. I guess it was due to the fact that we didn't exactly know each other, and probably cause you were thinking "who the hell is this girl?"
We properly met at our friends' high school year 12 formal in early December. There you were, pushing me about into the middle of the dance floor (gosh you suck for doing that xD). How I tried to push you back but only ended up failing! Dancing was heaps fun though, and it was one awesome night!

I forgot why the whole 'sexy' thing came into our daily greeting to one another. I remember that you started it though, and you'd probably say something like "it's cause we're sexy" for the reason.
I must say that you are a great friend to have, even though we haven't known each other that long. Thank you for being there when I needed a friend to talk to, and for ALL those times you made me laugh! I hope for many more fun memories, and I wish you all the best for whatever you do :)
Of course this blog is dedicated to THE one and only sexy Eddie.
(You better be happy with this since you asked for it-)


♥ Little J

HAPPYFACE*

Smile!
Laugh!
Simply be happy!


Who makes you smile?
Who makes you laugh?

My family are everything to me.
I would do anything for them, and I love them so much.
They will always be number one in my life. Without them, who knows where I'd be.

My friends are amazing. Amazing in each and every way.
They always trying to put a smile on my face, and stand by my side when times get tough.
Whether I've been friends with you for years, months, or even weeks, I'm ever so grateful of your presence in my life. (Corny much?)

My other half? NON-EXISTENT!
Who says you need love to be happy? Hehe :)

Oh, so what can I say? I'm lucky to know each and every one of the people that ARE in my life!
Each and every one of you make me smile, laugh and simply be happy. THANK YOU~

♥ Little J

"Cause there is no guarantee that this life is easy."

Life was never meant to be easy. It's just a fact of life.
Finding trouble on my own, or merely it finding me?
Throughout the summer, throughout my high school years, and throughout my entire life.
How life has its ups, and downs. It just inevitable.

So, what's a simple way of moving on?
Just disregard all those thoughts and have a clear mind. For a moment, life will seem perfect - the way you want it to be.


So YES, there is shit in my life.
Ones that repeat. Ones that happen just once. Either way, I just can't escape.
(Ah, that's life. Just sometimes so SHIT. )

♥ Little J